Archive for May, 2008

Glory days and yester-year

Thursday, May 29th, 2008

Since most of you didn’t know me in high school, let’s take a trip down memory lane and see how this whole running thing came about.

Growing up I was always on the short and thin side with great athletic desires but very little natural talent.  When I hit my growth spurt around freshman year of high school I became slightly taller but just as thin and still lacking the physical capacity to actually play any sports.  Growing up around the Army and needing a place to fit in, I found myself naturally drawn to the JROTC program at my high school.  Actually, to back that up one more year, I first started the JROTC program back in the 8th grade while living in Germany.  The high school there started an exploratory program for 8th graders — I joined because after running the mile in 7th grade gym, I didn’t want to run it again in the 8th grade.  Oh the irony of it all.

So back to high school JROTC.  My second year in the program I joined a team called the Pathfinders, who borrow their name from the elite military group know for advanced land navigation and other things.  There were two parts to the Pathfinders; physical fitness and orienteering.  These guys and girls were the most physically fit of all the cadets and while they didn’t spin rifles or carry the colors at football games, they still walked a little taller than the rest and I wanted to be one of them.

I never liked running.  In fact, I hated it.  I was slow and it was painful, but I wanted to be one of those cadets that got to wear the black beret and have the cool black chord on their uniform.  I wanted to be able to knock out more push-ups than anyone else in the room and win medals at competitions.  So I would have to put up with the running.  Three times a week, after school in the hot Texas sun.  After my first year I still wasn’t great (and none of us were cross-country material, but none of THEM could knock out 90 push-ups in 2 minutes either :-) ) but I was decent at it and started to experience the joys of running.  The “runner’s high” was such a fantastic feeling that it made the workouts worth it.  I think it was at this point I started buying shoes for the way they fit on my feet instead of the way they look.  Side note: why are almost all running shoes white?  My mom hated the fact that she’d spend 70 bucks on a brand new pair of shoes and I’d have them stained and soiled in less than a month.

So, fast forward a bit to college.  Well as luck would have it, all my time in JROTC really paid off.  Not only did I get a cool medal from the Army Reserves for “Academic and Athletic Excellence”, but the Army gave me a 4-year ROTC scholarship to SFA.  That made choosing a school rather simple.  It was in my freshman year of college that I started to really develop as a runner.  Since they were paying me a lot of money, the Army deemed it necessary for me to go to PT at 6am three times a week (and you though 8am classes were bad).  With my recent running background I joined a group of ROTC cadets that were training to run the Army 10-miler — and they ran the other two days of the week at 6am.  I saw more of Nacogdoches on foot than in my car my first semester.  Second semester I was running each mile of a 4-mile run just as fast as I could run 1.  My running “career” peaked with a 7 mile run just months before the 10-miler in DC.  It was after that run that we found out we were NOT going to DC because someone didn’t do the paperwork for the tickets and registration.  I pretty much gave up on the whole running thing at this point and the next semester (for unrelated reason) I dropped the ROTC program and gave back the scholarship (well, not the year they already paid for ha ha).

Should we talk about me failing jogging now?  A few semesters later I needed an elective so I took jogging and flag football among my meaningful coursework.  It really should have been an easy ‘A’ (and it was when I retook it) but when you don’t show up to class, your going to fail the course.  Except for flag football — I didn’t show up to that one (or any of my other classes) but I got an ‘A’ in flag football because the coach never showed up and gave everyone an ‘A’.  Aside from that class I didn’t do much running for the rest of college, except to help other people get into it, and my first 5k.

The Jingle Bell Run in 2005 was my first race, and I was hooked.  If you’ve never run a 5k before, do it.  Even if you’re not a runner — the atmosphere is just so incredibly fun!  Nearly 3 years later I ran my second 5k at the beginning of May which began my long journey to Boston.

I’m a bit of a visionary and a dreamer, and when I dream I tend to dream BIG.  So, about a year ago I thought “I think it would be cool to run a marathon”.   That quickly became “I want to run the Boston Marathon!”  Then I found out you have to QUALIFY for Boston… by running a marathon… rather quickly.  So, being Mr. Efficient,  I decided that I would like to run as few marathon’s as possible to achieve my goal of running Boston.  January 2009 — the Houston Marathon.  My time?  If I work hard enough (really, really hard) — 3 hours and 10 minutes which would qualify me for Boston.

I’m no where near that today, and I’m not as fit as I was in college but I think I’ve really got a shot.  Maybe not in January (still hoping), but I’m only 26 and I think I can nail this thing before I’m 30.  Today I ran another 3.36 miles and I feel amazing because I know it’s another small step towards Boston.

Sometimes…

Wednesday, May 28th, 2008

…when I’m out running and I make eye contact with people driving in their cars — and they don’t wave or give me a head nod — I like to think I am serving as an unfriendly reminder that they are not keeping their New Year’s resolution of “getting into shape”. :-)

I’m not really sure what that means — getting into shape. Everyone is in SOME kind of shape. It’s such a vague and unmeasurable goal that I think it causes more (mental) harm than good. “I want to loose 22 pounds” or “I want to be able to climb the stairs at work without being winded” — THOSE are fitness goals; and you’ll know for a fact when you’ve attained them.

I had a really good run last night. I ran my standard 2.6 mile loop which I call the “Lake Dallas Airport Run” because the half way point is the “airport”. More like a landing strip for small private planes. Anyway, I’ve run it about 4 times now and last night was my fastest and I felt really good about it. I dropped about 30 seconds per mile off my time from last week! I’m hoping to get that down even further in time for my next 5k in June at Texas Stadium.

Tuesdays with Ziglar

Tuesday, May 27th, 2008

“I’ve got to say ‘no’ to the good so I can say ‘yes’ to the best.”

It’s like the flu…

Tuesday, May 27th, 2008

Just keeps going around — don’t worry, you’ll get your turn :-)

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post, the player then tags five people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves them a comment, letting them know they’ve been tagged and asking them to read the player’s blog.
4. Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve posted your answer.

WHAT WERE YOU DOING 5 YEARS AGO:
1.  I was a Junior at good ole SFA world.
2.  I went on my second mission trip to Belize
3.  I settled on a major — Speech Comm!
4.  I was leading worship at Perritte UMC
5.  I think I was filling out one of these surveys online…

FIVE THINGS ON YOUR TO-DO LIST TODAY?
1. Answer E-mails at work
2. See students
3. Finish up degree audits for students
4. Run?
5. ESL class at Denton High School

FIVE SNACKS YOU ENJOY?:
1. Kashi - anything made by this company
2. peaches
3. I’m learning to like bananas again
4. anything gummy (my weakness)
5. does beer count?

FIVE THINGS YOU WOULD DO IF YOU WERE A BILLIONAIRE:
1. Call Dave Ramsey to tell him “I’m Debt Free!”
2. Tithe
3. Fly first class - for the rest of my life
4. Be a land-owning male
5. Endow a scholarship at SFA

FIVE OF YOUR BAD HABITS?:
1. Sleeping in
2. Surfing the net
3. Staying up too late
4. Thinking I’m right
5. Procrastinating

FIVE PLACES WHERE YOU’VE LIVED:
1. Vicenza, Italy — I was born there
2. Killeen, Texas — I was raised there
3. Frankfurt, Germany — I went to middle school in a former WWII woman’s prison
4. Mannheim, Germany — 7th and 8th grade
5. Nacogdoches, Texas — where I fell in love with beer and country music
6. Lake Dallas, Texas — I would have moved to Denton but I didn’t want to live in the “city”…

FIVE JOBS YOU’VE HAD:
1. Worship leader — I was paid to sing and play guitar
2. Graphic Artist –  designed things
3. Web Developer –  developed things
4. Admissions Counselor — traveled all around Texas for good ole SFA
5. Academic Advisor — Advising the lost children of the University of North Texas

TAG YOU’RE IT!:
hmmm this will be a stretch.  This section could also be titled: “FIVE PEOPLE WHO PROBABLY WON’T DO THIS”.  Prove me wrong, please :-)

Ryan aka “Finn” – you haven’t blogged in over a year, but this could be your come back blog entry!  I believe in you Finn!

Mike — You’ve been a little lacking in the blogging department too.  I don’t want to hear about “deadlines” and “work” and “paychecks” — It’s time to blog bro!

Corey Hale — Does Corey know how to blog?  Hale yeah!  That should have been one of my “Bad Habits” — cheesy jokes…

Lyds — I’m still reading your thesis and will get back to you on it as soon as you post a new blog entry :-)

Blake Stewart – Piper told me that Chandler wants you to fill this out.

Just Off

Sunday, May 25th, 2008

I went for a run yesterday that was just absolutely miserable.  I ran a little over a mile on the track and just gave up.  It was 90+ degrees outside and I had forgotten that I’m going to have to get acclimated to the heat before I can go out and run in it.  I hate that — I’m motivated to run NOW, I don’t want to easy into this.  The heat is throwing off my running “routine” (I think I’ll have to start running more than once or twice a week to be able to call it a routine).

Lately, everything seems to be a bit off.  My sleep schedule is just a bit off.  My eating habits are just a bit off.  My walk with Christ?

Today God decided to confront me on it ever so gently.  It’s not like “prodigal son” levels — which is when I most expect God to intervene, you know, at rock bottom — but more like everything is just a little off.  Each day I become a little more apathetic, a little more withdrawn, things get a little bit dimmer.  Anyway, a few months ago my mom gives me this verse to think about (she got it when she was praying for me).  It was the passage where God tells Abraham to go sacrifice his son Isaac on the mountain.  She felt like this meant that I had something that God wanted, and that I needed to pray about what that was.  Well, God reminded me today about that time several months ago when He told me to share my testimony at the Recovery program at my church.  He also reminded me about the time a few months ago when he told me a SECOND time and how I half way agreed by agreeing to share my testimony at a different place.  That fell through (snow storm… in March… yeah) and so here I am, God ever so patiently telling me a THIRD time and I’m starting to think my life wouldn’t be so “off” if I would just OBEY.

I’m so thankful for a God who is full of mercy, grace, and patience, is slow to anger and is faithful.


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